Monday, March 21

Jenna Has An Epiphany

Why the hell am I here? Celtic group my ass. They play Celtic music, that does not make them Celtic. Truth be told, I avoid most public places these days. This fool lady is talking about "voices" coming from the drum. Aubrei--the girl sitting next to me--said,

"I must not've drank enough before coming to class."

UGH! This music is SO depressing! It reminds me of Last of the Mohicans when the lady jumps off the cliff. I always liked that movie...

Is there a reason I'm here? C'mon God, you are a merciful loving Father in Heaven, right? So why? Why am I here now? Is there something I'm supposed to learn from this miserable experience?

Aubrei just said this reminds her of Titanic. I feel like that. I am on this ship that's hit an iceberg. Surprisingly, it isn't sinking fast, but very, very slowly. So slowly I almost question it's inevitable fate. One thing I know for sure, I am suffocating already. If I don't get off soon I'll drown.

Screw this concert. I need air...